1. Meet my Queens

These four are more than just characters to me.

They carry parts of who I am, things I don’t always say out loud, and emotions I don’t always show.

Each of them represents something different, but together… they feel like home.

I’ve spent a lot of time growing with them, shaping them, and sometimes even understanding myself through them.

This is where I want to start.

She is the one who never really had a dream of her own.

She learned early on to fight for others, to follow paths that were never truly hers.

Sometimes she feels lost, standing in the shadow of expectations she never chose.

And yet… she keeps walking. Not for herself at first, but for the people she loves.

Somewhere along the way, she begins to find something that feels like her own path.

I think she carries the part of me that took a long time to understand where I belong.

She is the one who stands between love and duty.

She tried to hold everything together, even when it felt like it was falling apart in her hands.

Giving up was never an option — not for her, not for the people she cares about.

She learned to trust herself, even when no one else knew which path was the right one.

To others, she feels like light — warm, steady, something to hold on to.

But light can carry just as much weight as strength or reason.

I think she carries the part of me that tries to keep everything together… even when it hurts.

She is the one whose heart never belonged to just one world.

She grew up between land and ocean — never fully one or the other, but always both.

She never wanted to be a princess, just someone who could choose her own path.

Even after loss, she kept moving forward.

I think she carries the part of me that learns to let go… and still keeps going.

She is the one who was meant to save her people.

She always tried to do what was right, even when it meant carrying more than she should.

Letting others suffer because of her was never an option.

So she learned to be strong… sometimes even cold, just to protect her own heart.

She gives more than she takes, hides her own struggles, and tries to be everything others need.

But she had to learn that even a princess is allowed to ask for help.

I think she carries the part of me that forgets to put myself first… and is still learning how to.

1.5 Meet Rania „The First one“

She is the one who came to life on paper first.

Not the beginning of everything… but the moment it became real.

I never tried to define her too much.

She was just there — growing, changing, existing in her own way.

Maybe that’s what makes her different.

I think she carries the part of me that doesn’t need to be fully understood… just expressed.

Kiara has been with me for more than 25 years.

She was the first character I ever truly created.

Not just an idea… but someone I could step into.

There were times when everything felt too much —
and she was the place I could go to.

A world I could disappear into, just to breathe for a moment.

Over the years, everything around me changed.

But she stayed. Not always the same… but always there.

I think that’s why she means something different.

She wasn’t just part of a story.

2.2 Anime Given „Yoshida Hanami„

Hanami lives for music. To her, songs have always been more than just melodies—they are emotions, memories, and words she often can’t bring herself to say out loud. With her open, loving nature and creative spirit, she quickly captivates people, but behind her radiant smile lies a great deal of pain.

From an early age, she became a role model for her little brother Yuki, with whom she shared a particularly close bond. Together they shared their love of music until a tragic loss completely changed Hanami’s world. Instead of letting it break her, she channeled her grief into songs and found the strength to carry on through music.

As a singer, songwriter, and model, Hanami loves the freedom to constantly reinvent herself—through her outfits, her music, and her art. Despite her success, she has remained down-to-earth and wears her heart on her sleeve. That’s exactly what makes her, to me, a character who not only comes across as strong but also feels genuine.

Kasumi bears the name Uchiha with all its pain, strength, and history. She learned early on that prejudice and expectations can weigh heavier than any jutsu. As a descendant of Madara, she was feared by many even before anyone really knew her.

Nevertheless, Kasumi never lost sight of her own path. She is determined, loyal, and incredibly tenacious—someone who always gets back up, no matter how often life tries to break her. The loss of her friends, the tragedy of the Uchiha clan, and years of loneliness have left scars, but she never let them consume her completely.

Through her talent, her strength, and her unshakable will, Kasumi has developed into an extraordinary shinobi. Between the Sharingan, medical ninjutsu, and her past, she strives not only to fight but also to find her own peace. That is exactly what makes her, to me, a character who is far more than just another Uchiha.

Sakura Nanami isn’t just Nanami Kento’s younger sister—she’s someone who has carved out her own unique place in the world of jujutsu. With her calm, intelligent demeanor, she often comes across as composed and elegant, but behind that facade lies a person who has experienced more than many realize.

From an early age, Sakura was considered an exceptionally talented jujutsu practitioner. Her special ability to intensely perceive the emotions of others makes her both strong and vulnerable at the same time. After her sudden disappearance, for a long time no one believed she was still alive. When she returned years later, however, she was not alone—a special cursed spirit accompanied her, bringing with it new questions, fears, and secrets.

Despite her serious side, Sakura possesses a dry sense of humor that strongly resembles Gojo’s and makes her more approachable, especially in difficult situations. Between responsibility, loss, and her connection to cursed spirits, she tries to forge her own path without losing her humanity. That’s exactly what makes her, in my view, a character who seems calm—but possesses incredible depth.

Serena Mikaelson is far more than just a powerful tribrid. Behind her dangerous aura lies a woman who has lived for centuries caught between love, loss, and her own darkness. As a vampire, witch, and werewolf, she embodies three worlds within herself—and it is precisely this blend that makes her as fascinating as she is unpredictable.

Serena has been with the Mikaelsons since Klaus’s childhood and has become an integral part of their history. While many saw only the monster in Klaus, Serena always recognized the wounded boy behind it. She was the one who could calm him down when his rage spiraled out of control, and who, despite everything, repeatedly showed him a way back to himself.

Despite her immense powers, Serena has never forgotten what truly matters to her: family, loyalty, and the people she loves. Anyone who threatens her family, however, quickly learns why even ancient vampires respect her. It is precisely this contrast between warmth and danger that makes Serena, to me, a character who can come across as both gentle and terrifying at the same time.

2.6 Supernatural „Samantha„

Samantha Mary Winchester was born into a world where monsters, demons, and angels have long been a reality. As the cousin of Sam and Dean Winchester, she grows up amid the chaos of the hunt and learns early on that family is often the only thing you can truly rely on.

On the outside, Samantha appears strong, quick-witted, and often tougher than she really is. But behind her determined facade lies someone who carries more pain than she would ever admit. She rarely talks about her own wounds and prefers to focus on protecting the people who matter to her.

As a Nephilim, Samantha possesses both human and angelic powers. Magic, exorcisms, and hunting supernatural beings are part of her everyday life, but she has never forgotten what truly drives her: her family. Sam and Dean, in particular, are her anchor in a world full of darkness and danger. It’s precisely this mix of strength, loyalty, and vulnerability that makes Samantha, to me, a character who never gives up, even in the darkest moments.